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古怪髮型的背後有「洋蔥」!馬刺小將剪掉十年長髮瞬間淚崩,哭訴:這是我被兒時被性侵後的盔甲…

有在關注 NBA 聖安東尼奧的球迷們,一定都有看過隊中留著像是辛普森美枝浮誇髮型的球員,這位 2018 年首輪第 18 順位被馬刺選進的小將 Lonnie Walker IV,因當年上台時戴上帽子的奇特景象而被粉絲熟知。不過大家一定沒有想到,每場比賽平均能繳出 11.5 分、2.6 籃板、1.9 助攻的他,留著長髮的原因竟是隱藏著童年的恐怖陰影。

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今日 Lonnie Walker IV 破天荒的開直播剪去他這浮誇的長髮,而其中他也為大家解釋之所以會留著奇異造型的理由,他敘述道:

「關於我為什麼自五年級開始留著髮型的真實事實,這全對我來說是一個隱蔽的作用。在我五年級的暑假期間,我受親戚的性騷擾,強姦,虐待,甚至習慣了,因為在那個年齡,您不知道是什麼。我是一個容易受騙的好奇孩子,不知道真實世界是什麼。我的心態是我的頭髮可以控制。我的頭髮是我可以控制也是屬於我的。這給了我信心。直到最近,我依然沒有忘記,以前的歷史突然出現在我的腦海中,我開始真正地對著鏡子看著自己,看看我到底是誰,懷疑是否是個封閉的人。長話短說,我很樂意通過這次旅行找到和平與內在的幸福。」

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The real truth as to why i started doing this early 5th grade, it was a cloaking device for me. During the summer of my 5th grade year I was around more family. Some that names will be left alone I was around more. I was sexually harassed, raped, abused, I even got accustomed to it because being at that age you don’t know what is what. I was a gullible curious kid that didn’t know what the real world was. I had a mindset that my hair was something that I can control. My hair was what I can make and create and be mine. And it gave my confidence. As of recently I wasn’t at my best. Previous History popping up in my head and it sucked mentally “demons”….. because of this virus, I began to truly look at myself in the mirror and see who I truly was even behind closed doors. Long story short I have found peace and internal happiness through this journey god willingly. I forgave everyone even the people that don’t deserve it why? Because it’s dead weight. Time doesn’t wait on anyone so why should I waste my time on it ? Me cutting my hair was more than a cut. My hair was a mask of me hiding the insecurity’s that I felt the world wasn’t ready for. But now better then ever. Out with old. In with the new. I have shed my skin mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Life will always be hard. Gotta play with the cards your dealt with and try and make a winning hand. And if you lose. It’s never a lost. It’s a lesson 🙏🏾. I’m gonna be off this for awhile still growing through this. Just know I love each and everyone one of y’all. Peace love and happiness 💕🙏🏾

Lonnie Walker IV(@buddah)分享的貼文 於 張貼

原來 Lonnie Walker IV 會從小學五年級就開始留頭髮,是因為小時候受到親戚的性騷擾,為隱藏住自己不安的情緒與內心,才會決定將自己可以控制的頭髮當作防護罩,這樣才能讓他的內心有安全感,看到這邊相信不少粉絲一定感到相當難過,但是經過武漢肺炎期間因停賽的沉澱與深思後, Lonnie Walker IV 終於走出這個陰影也決定原諒所有人,在最後他也祝福大家都能獲得和平的愛與幸福。

編輯認為從小受到如此嚴重的影響,想必要做出這樣的決定肯定不簡單,真的要給 Lonnie Walker IV  莫大的 Respect,他的內心比我們任何人都還要強大,祝福他接下來的賽季能夠打出好成績。

 

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Lonnie Walker IV got a new cut 💈 (via @buddah)

Bleacher Report(@bleacherreport)分享的貼文 於 張貼



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